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Dreams and Beasts.

01-Feb-10

“Dreams and Beasts are two keys by which we are to find out the secrets of our own nature.  All mystics use them.  They are like comparative anatomy.  They test objects; or we may say, that must be a good theory of the universe, that theory will bring a commanding claim to confidence, which explains these phenomena.” – Emerson, Journal for 1832.

It is always striking how superior a writer Emerson is in his journals – honest, direct (look at the brevity of these sentences!), inquisitive – and how bloated, vague, byzantine, prim, and intellectualized he is in his public works.

It’s hard to believe there isn’t a band called “Dreams and Beasts” yet.  Or a book.  When I put together the book about cabin life, we can call it that.  An immersion in dreams, so that they never seem far away, and an affinity with beasts are two of the defining psychic characteristics of life in the woods.

Time: 2010. Place: New York City.

31-Jan-10

Staten Island is a little different from the rest of New York City, isn’t it?  This is Mount Loretto, the remains of an old orphanage along the southern shore of the island.  This area is the subject of an essay, “Ultima Thule,” in my forthcoming book about Staten Island.

I (Heart) Hypocrisy.

30-Jan-10

Here’s the Senate vote on an amendment which would require all new debits to be offset by counterbalancing credits – “pay as you go,” an anti-deficit measure.

“Hateful to me as the gates of Hades is that man who hides one thing in his heart and speaks another.”  The disgust I feel for men without honor knows no bounds.

It passed, thanks to 58 Democrats and 2 Independents.

The Catskill Samovar.

22-Jan-10

Looking at the picture, you would think I was shining an orange light on the stove.  But that’s the metal glowing from the heat inside.  This winter’s achievement is becoming adept at cooking on this stove, small as it is.

Pushkin’s Tales of Belkin.

22-Jan-10

When the snow is heaped up high all around your doorway – when the stars twinkle devilishly in the frigid air – when your friends are far away, and the peacefulness of a winter’s evening is all your own – what better pleasure is there than to lay back in an old recliner, face your feet to the fire, and beguile an hour or two with Pushkin’s Tales of Belkin?  Amongst all the authors none offers such innocent delight, and takes from us so little.  He does not tax our wits, and borrows upon our credulity only to charm us; he does not even so much as rob us of our time, for all five of Belkin’s tales plus the charming preface are contained in less than one hundred pages.  This alone can we charge Pushkin with, that in writing so little he put many years between those evenings when we can read him as if for the first time.

The Tales of Belkin are remarkable for what they lack.  There is no question of originality.  Depth they have none.  To call the characters stock would be injustice to Roman Comedy: young men are all dashing, and young women are all damsels, and old men are either bears or housecats, and old women – well there are no women (as opposed to girls) at all.  Only one of the stories has the kind of catch ending which we associate with the short story as a form.  “Serious scholars” of Russian Literature plead innocence of these works – “they are important only as historical documents” – for here we see letters in their ancestral role, as a well-told tale around a campfire.

In all this it is easy to see the close similarity of Pushkin’s prose to Washington Irving’s.  Both stand near the fountainheads of their national literature.  Both wrote in a time and a place where to be “a writer” meant precisely nothing; and pleasure and beauty were the grounds for their work.  The resemblance is more than fortuitous: my edition notes that Pushkin had a copy of Irving’s Alhambra in his library, and doubtless he had the far more famous Sketch Book too.  Ivan Petrovich Belkin shows every sign of being modeled on Diedrich Knickerbocker, and “The Postmaster” could be inserted almost without being noticed into the Sketch Book, it is so similar to essays like “The Wife,” “Rural Funerals,” and “The Pride of the Village.”

Both Pushkin and Irving share the same beautiful, pentelic prose – warm and cool at the same time, the utmost achievement of classical style – and the same affection for sentimentality, expressed wrily or generously by turns.  The sentiments expressed are utterly primal but for the same reason they are almost impervious to time – and their motivations are, in the foreground, love, and in the background, death.  Pushkin’s is a particularly booky book, and he loves to poke fun at romantic convention while following it nonetheless – you will find women swooning, letters left in hollow oak trees, aristocratic ladies dressing as peasants, dashing young men in uniform, and duels – but the fun books have at each other’s (and in this case, at its own) expense is one of the warm trifling pleasures of life.  And Pushkin’s humor is so well-distilled it appears more as a worldview than a series of jokes.  Look at his description of provincial ladies, where the irony and earnestness are so mixed they cannot ever be separated again:

Those of my readers who have never lived in the country, cannot imagine how charming these provincial young ladies are!  Brought up in the pure air, under the shadow of their own apple trees, they derive their knowledge of the world and of life from books.  Solitude, freedom, and reading develop very early within them sentiments and passions unknown to our town-bred beauties.  For the young ladies of the country the sound of harness-bells is an event; a journey to the nearest town marks an epoch in their lives, and the visit of a guest leaves behind a long, and sometimes an everlasting memory.  Of course everybody is at liberty to laugh at some of their peculiarities, but the jokes of a superficial observer cannot nullify their essential merits, the chief of which is that quality of character, that individualite, without which, in Jean Paul’s opinion, there can be no human greatness.  In the capitals, women receive perhaps a better education, but intercourse with the world soon smooths down their character and makes their souls as uniform as their head-dresses. (from “Mistress into Maid”, 533)

While we have little evidence that a Classical education produces much in the way of literature today, Pushkin is another fine example of a literary talent well-disciplined by immersion in the Classics, both Greco-Roman and Hebrew.  Amongst his poems we find “Arion,” “On the translation of the Iliad,” “A Nereid,” an imitation of “The Rape of Lucrece,” and invocations of Christian imagery and the Hebrew prophets which lend his verse astounding force.  In his schoolboy days he wrote Anacreontic odes.  And he is said to have admired Biblical prose, which left a mark on the simplicity and directness of his stories.

But like Irving, he is one of those writers who more than anything become our friends; whom we admire for their warmth and humanity even more than their art.  This is one of the reasons why reading them feels so healthy: here art and beauty acknowledge their master Life, and do not rebel from her or attempt to dictate where they are bound to observe.  Pushkin has always been the most beloved of the Russian authors rather than the greatest, and who is to say he did not choose the better part?

Paulus, the first hermit.

20-Jan-10

In Latin first (from the breviary), then my free translation after.

“Paulus, eremitarum auctor et magister, apud inferiorem Thebaidem natus, cum quindecim esset annorum, orbatus parentibus est.  Qui postea declinandae causa persecutionis Decii et Valeriani, et Deo liberius inserviendi, in eremi speluncam se contulit: ubi, palma ei victum et vestitum praebente, vixit ad centesimum et decimum tertium annum, quo tempore ab Antonio nonagenario Dei admonitu invisitur.  Quibus inter se, cum antea non nossent, proprio nomine consalutantibus, et multa de regno Dei colloquentibus, corvus, qui antea semper Paulo dimidiatum panem attulerat, integrum detulit.”

“Paulus, the first master of the men of the wilderness, was born in the Lower Thebaid; at fifteen he lost both his parents.  Thereupon to escape the persecutions of Decius and Valerian, and serve God more freely, he took himself to a cave in the wilderness, where, fed and clothed by the palm-trees, he lived into his 113th year, when lo, Antonius, then in his nineties, following the command of God, went into the wilderness to find him.  Though they had never seen each other before, they hailed each other by their true names; and as they shared their experiences of the kingdom of God, a crow, who for decades had brought Paulus a half a loaf of bread each day, that day brought him a whole loaf.”

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Stopped me in my tracks when I read it…

20-Jan-10

“The most coveted gift of the Devil is the power of revenge.” – Helen Luke

Ugh.  How terrible it is that so few of us have lives short enough not to know the meaning of this.

Bellantibus amantibusque omnia permittuntur.

17-Jan-10

You can understand the reasoning behind some of these customs of the Sacae (according to Aelian):

“The horses of the Sacae, when they lose their master, wait for him to jump on again.  If someone wishes to marry a girl, he fights her in single combat.  And if she proves the stronger she leads him off as a captive and rules him; and if she is the loser, she is ruled.  They fight to win, but not to the death.  When they grieve they withdraw from people into certain cave-houses.” – Aelian 12.38

Humor and Proportion.

15-Jan-10

I was speaking to a friend recently, in the presence of his wise wife, and the topic of conversation turned to the successes or failures of our high school education.  We went to the same Jesuit school, and complaining about Jesuits is a traditional theme for learned conversation.  My friend lambasted the education he received.  “John, our education was tainted irremediably by teleology,” he said.  (He does in fact talk that way.)  He went on to complain specifically about his junior-year theology teacher, who had published many books and suffered from the theologian’s disease of believing he had all the answers.  “My teenage mind labored under that man’s certitudes,” my friend continued.  “I’m not certain it wasn’t permanently stunted, particularly – ironically – in the area of religion.  I don’t know if I’m capable of a religious life anymore after having to deal with that one man’s brutalizing reductionism.”

“I’ll admit, Fr. DiGiacomo was like that,” I said.  “But he wasn’t the only teacher there.  Freshman year I had Dr. Judge-Russo, who didn’t believe in hell and told us so.  Sophomore year I had Mr. Hannon –”

“–Mr. Hannon was great,” he admitted.

“Senior year I had Mr. Conti for ‘Peace Studies’ and we read Martin Luther King and Gandhi and I thought it was fabulous.”

“Yes, senior year I did a Kierkegaard independent study which was very good.”

I looked at my friend’s wife.  She had gone to a public high school in New Jersey.  I asked her, “Did you get to do a Kierkegaard independent study senior year at Edison High School?”

“Yeah Matt,” she said, smiling warmly at her husband, “I think you wrecked your argument when you brought up the Kierkegaard independent study.”  He looked at her, and then at me, and then all three of us started laughing the most mirthful, accepting laugh there ever was, the laughter Homer ascribes to the gods.  When we were done laughing, I accepted his whole argument, noting that the quality of the teaching was not as good as it could have been, particularly, I felt, when it came to communicating the real life-value of the Christian message, which had been obscured by overrationalization and theological rigidity.

I found myself thinking about this moment in the weeks that followed.  The Jesuit school we both attended had a powerful tradition of debate, and topics like this – “Does Regis provide a good or bad education?” – could provoke impassioned, occasionally subtly hostile, multiple-hour debates between friends, in school and for years afterward.  Had Matt and I been younger, we might have drifted into such a debate, and I might have matched his resentment of one teacher’s vice with a passionate attachment to another’s virtue, and we would have left without understanding each other.  I would have been Affirmative, he Negative; I would have been unable to comprehend why he didn’t see the gift he had been given in going to a school where a knowledgeable teacher was willing to supervise his Kierkegaard reading, and he would have been unable to comprehend why I didn’t think it was at the very least counterproductive to give 17-year-old boys forty-minute tests with questions like “List the” – yes, the – “eleven reasons why premarital sex is wrong under all circumstances and discuss why the counterarguments are incorrect.”  And we would have each believed that to accept the other’s argument would be to lose our own.  It would have been all or nothing.

Instead some maturation had happened to both of us.  And its presence was particularly indicated by laughter.  Laughter is utterly mysterious and an object of intense fascination for me, but in this instance its function was clear enough.  The meaning of this laughter was the restoration of true proportion.  While his resentment exaggerated the defects of his high-school education, I had felt bound to check it; but when laughter had reduced it to its proper proportion, I was able to accept it for what it was, see the truth in it, and we left feeling that we understood each other.

Tracking the Bear.

15-Jan-10
No doubt about those prints.

No doubt about those prints.

I left around 11:30 this morning to follow the tracks up the mountain.  Any doubts I had were quickly resolved; the tracks went underneath low-lying branches and in certain places the pawprints were crystal-clear.  It was indeed a bear, wandering around in mid-January.

For the most part the tracks were clear.  They came to one dead end, which flabbergasted me, but apparently the bear had doubled back on his own tracks at one point and gone off in a different direction.  They went up to a deserted section of Wildcat Mountain known as the Lost Plateau, followed the ridgeline for awhile, and then went down the mountain on the other side.  This was disheartening.  I was hoping the bear’s den was somewhere between my house and the plateau; I now doubt it is.  That said, when I drew near to the place I had a vague feeling of horror – it is a desolate spot, and at the ridgeline the wind was quite impressive and the trees made unaccountable sounds.  (Which I attributed very quickly to a bear.  The fact that it was unusually warm – almost exactly 32 degrees – made tracking the bear a little more dangerous than usual).  My feet could tell when I got above the thaw – the snow was still frozen near the ridgeline.

I followed the tracks for three hours, when I turned around to head home.  I had no desire to spend more than six hours out in the cold or to let the sunset catch me far away from home in the pathless wild.  The bear certainly lived at least as far away as Frost Valley, perhaps even on the far wall of the valley.

On the other side of the plateau I saw a most unusual sight: a smooth track which looked like a ten-inch-diameter snake had made a path through the snow.  It led from some rock ledges.  It was clear enough that it was a trail which had been beaten down by repeated use.  I went up to the rocks and heard some movement in there, but I couldn’t see into the crevices (no flashlight).  I returned to the bear trail, which followed the other animal’s path, and figured out soon enough that the path had been created by a porcupine (porcus spinosus).  He had been gnawing trees all over the place – always beeches.  His trail went directly to a hemlock, which he had climbed so often the bark on one side had changed color.

The red bark has been worn down by a porcupine.

The red bark has been worn down by a porcupine.

That is what porcupines do to trees.

That is what porcupines do to trees.