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Reginaldus and Leo Magnus, for Christmas

26-Dec-20

Scranton Reginaldus passed away just after midnight on Christmas morning. Some rather sensitive and intelligent tweeter sent this link to me, of Reginaldus reading the first Christmas sermon of his favorite author, Leo Magnus:

Yoshida-kasugachō Here is the text:

Agamus ergo, dilectissimi, gratias Deo Patri, per Filium eius in Spiritu Sancto, qui propter multam caritatem suam, qua dilexit nos, misertus est nostri; et cum essemus mortui peccatis, convivificavit nos Christo, ut essemus in ipso nova creatura, novumque figmentum. Deponamus ergo veterem hominem cum actibus suis, et adepti participationem generationis Christi, carnis renuntiemus operibus. Agnosce, o Christiane, dignitatem tuam, et divinae consors factus naturae, noli in veterem vilitatem degeneri conversatione recidere. Memento cuius capitis et cuius corporis sis membrum. Reminiscere quia erutus de potestate tenebrarum, translatus es in Dei lumen et regnum. Per baptismatis sacramentum Spiritus Sancti factus es templum; noli tantum habitatorem pravis de te actibus effugare, et diaboli te iterum subiicere servituti: quia pretium tuum sanguis est Christi; quia in veritate te iudicabit, qui misericorditer te redemit, Christus Dominus noster. Amen.

Let us give thanks, most beloved, to God the Father, through his Son in the Holy Spirit, who on account of his great love, by which he loved us, has had mercy on us; and when we were dead by our sins, brought us back to life in Christ, that we may be in him a new creation, and a new creature. Therefore let us put off the old humanity with its doings, and having achieved participation in the creating of Christ, let us abjure the works of the ego. Recognize, o Christian, your dignity, and do not, having been made a partner in the divine nature, fall back by degenerate living into the old vileness. Remember of what head and of what body you are a limb. Call to mind that you, uprooted from the power of darkness, have been lifted up into the light and kingdom of God. Through the mystery of baptism you have been made a temple of the Holy Spirit; do not drive out such a tenant with evil actions on your part, and subject yourself once more to the slavery of the devil; because your price is the blood of Christ; because he will judge you in truth, he who mercifully redeemed you, Christ our Lord. Amen.

I was speaking to another student of Reginaldus’s earlier today, who said that we can’t just pick up the phone and call him anymore; we need another instrument, another way of reaching him. Well I knew he was able to reach me with this recording, because of the following: my Latin pronunciation is generally fine. I’ve made a lot of mistakes over the years and now I generally pronounce the words correctly. In class I have to correct students’ pronunciation constantly. But no matter what, whenever I read for Reginaldus there was ALWAYS a word I would mispronounce, and he would have to correct me. Not just slips of the tongue: words that I really did not know how to pronounce correctly. They would always come up. Well hearing him recite this passage from Leo I heard him say “E-ru-tus.”  I had always thought it was e-RU-tus. And it was like I had him correcting me again.

Gratias ago Deo Patri qui talem doctorem nobis dedit. In paradisum deducant te angeli, Reginalde.

Rachmaninov Meets Tolstoy

13-Sep-20

I heard a story today about Rachmaninov meeting Tolstoy. The young composer, in his early 20s, and fresh off the success of his 2nd Piano Concerto, went to see the venerable old sage.  Rachmaninov played a bit for Tolstoy, who listened for a while and then asked the young man, “Tell me, young man… does anybody need music like this?”

An Old Friend in the Woods.

24-Aug-20

Yellow birch

In Steubenville

24-Aug-20

One June morning in 1999, I set out from my Manhattan apartment and rode my bicycle into Central Park. I headed north on the park’s circular road, just like all the other people getting a little exercise in before work began.  Some were riding, some were running, some were walking; but I didn’t see anyone else prepared to do what I was doing that morning. I exited the park at its northern extremity and kept riding.  Three days later I was in Albany; eleven more days and I was looking at Niagara Falls; then Detroit, Chicago, Milwaukee, Minneapolis, the Badlands, Devil’s Tower, Glacier National Park, Seattle; then Alaska, Eugene, Crescent City, San Francisco; Los Angeles, San Diego, Tijuana. I was planning on biking back to New York too, but my father had a stroke and I flew back home in late September to take care of him.

A lot of things happened on that trip, but it’s still hard to figure out what it all means.  It continues to change.  The significance of one moment depends on the ones which follow; you cannot tell, looking at a field of young pine trees, which will become the future landscape’s landmarks and which will, in a hundred years, be long gone.  Time tells.  In youth you have experiences, and treasure them up in your memory; the meaning you find later.

I thought about that yesterday here in Steubenville, Ohio, as I stood in front of St. Peter’s Church in the town’s run-down downtown.  I could remember the first time I ever heard of Steubenville.  I was biking up the Mohawk River, on Route 5 in New York, on that 1999 trip, when I saw a sign for the Shrine of the the North American Martyrs.  I had never heard of the place, but I was looking in particular for things I had never heard of, so I crossed the river to Auriesville.  Three Jesuits had been martyred there, and you could go down into a little dell where they supposedly got tomahawks in their skulls; it was a bit strange to stand there, a rather typical upstate New York grassy glade surrounded by woods, and think of it as a historical place.  I stood alone, in a cloud of gnats and mosquitoes, not really knowing what to think.  As I returned from the glade I went to a kind of log cabin that housed a little museum.  An old man in t-shirt, jeans, and baseball cap sat on the little porch there by himself.  There was no one in the museum, and after looking at the odds and ends there I stepped back outside and spoke with the man.  He was from Arizona, but he had wanted to visit this place.  He had a gravelly, unattractive voice.  He liked Arizona.  Yes, it was 115 degrees there in the summer, but he was retired, and “the temperature don’t hardly matter when yer sitting by the pool all day.”  He then thought about it some more, and said, “The only problem is the rattlesnakes, because they want to sit by the pool too… they all come out of their necheral habertats.”  To this day I remember how he said “necheral habertats.”

He also said something odd to me, which I remembered.  During a lull in the conversation he asked me, “Have you ever been to Steubenville?”

“No.  What’s Steubenville?”

“You should go there.”

“Where is it?”

“It’s in Ohio.  Are you going to Ohio on your trip?”

“I don’t think so.”

“You should go there.  You’ll like it there.”

I was headed to Detroit from Auriesville, and from Detroit I was going to Chicago, which meant no trip to Ohio; I didn’t ever consider his admonition seriously enough to consider changing my itinerary, and no doubt if I had charted a direct course for Steubenville I would have been disappointed.

I thought about all this yesterday, standing in front of St. Peter’s with my wife and children.  Five and a half years earlier we had gotten married here at this Steubenville church; four and half years ago our twins were baptized at this font; three years ago our little Eva was born on the hill above town.  Now a little knot of young families stood in front of the church; the young mothers were all in their floral-print summer dresses; my children were playing with the other children under the dogwoods; people were gossiping about the new house that was up for sale.  In five minutes here I could find five new friends; I was interested in what people had to say, and they were interested in what I had to say; it was easy to look around and find work to do, though admittedly I don’t know if anyone would be willing to pay for anyone to do it. I concluded that that man in Auriesville 20 years had been right:  I did like it, and I was happy to be here, and I reflected on how completely impossible to predict it all would have been twenty years ago, when I turned north onto Seventh Avenue and got off the track that could have kept me going around and around the same old loop every morning.

The Strange Obligation of Happiness

02-Aug-20

Reginald Foster on doing what you want:

“I say, ‘dummodo felicissimi sint.’ You have to be happy, because that calendar over there in the corner, it’s turning over, and it’s not going to wait for you, and when you’re dead no one’s going to care.”

William Roscoe, “To My Books, On Parting With Them”

04-Jul-20

As one who, destined from his friends to part,
Regrets his loss, but hopes again erewhile
To share their converse and enjoy their smile,
And tempers as he may affliction’s dart;

Thus, loved associates, chiefs of elder art,
Teachers of wisdom, who could once beguile
My tedious hours, and lighten every toil,
I now resign you; nor with fainting heart;

For pass a few short years, or days, or hours,
And happier seasons may their dawn unfold,
And all your sacred fellowship restore:
When, freed from earth, unlimited its powers,
Mind shall with mind direct communion hold,
And kindred spirits meet to part no more.

 

I can’t find this poem of Roscoe’s available in linkable form anywhere else on the internet, so I thought I’d put it up myself.

So Many Things Do Not Change

01-Jun-20

My father (who was a Roman Catholic priest) preached in the Church of the Most Precious Blood, Long Island City, on Palm Sunday, April 7, 1968. Here is how his sermon began:

“With the report of a Remington 30.06 we have written another tragic solution to a history filled with violence. The assassination of President Kennedy should have told us something. There should have been a lesson for this nation. We, obviously, have not learned it.

“When I heard the news on Thursday night, for the first time in my life I was ashamed to be an American. On Friday as I listened to the reaction of the people, people who looked like me, who came from the same background, I was appalled. They all talked of looting, the crime in Harlem and throughout Negro communities, the fires. Nobody talked of a man who had been shot to death, a man who was a prophet in his own time. He suffered the fate of all the Old Testament prophets. Death at the hands of his own people. This is the point. This is what is important, not the looting, not the fires. Do we shoot down our public conscience because we do not like what we hear? Are we so small and so insecure that we are afraid of a man whose life is dedicated to peace?

“This nation is in deep trouble. It is in danger of civil war, insurrection, fratricide.”

In 52 years, how much has changed?

I do not know whether this is a kind of fifty year cycle that humans must go through, or if there is something in particular about the Baby Boomers and their leadership which means we must replay the cultural wars of the 1960s, to make them feel that all is right with the world. It was no surprise to me that Trump, when he proclaimed, “When the looting starts, the shooting starts” was borrowing a line from the 1960s. It is as if he had treasured up the line for half a century, hoping to have a moment such as this to use it for. I had my father’s old files stored up too, I suppose, a little treasure-chest of what living wisdom he got from his own era; different people, living at the same time, drawing different lessons from the same events.

Swift Observation on Adversative Coordinating Conjunctions

29-May-20

In the universe, there are no opposites and no contraries; adversatives are all a matter of interpretation, the operation of brain in the world. They are eloquent insofar as the interpreters share a common worldview, which links together certain traits. They are hence useful for interpreting a person’s worldview. Two different writers might write:

“She was a liberal, but a racist.”

Or:

“She was a liberal, and hence a racist.”

The two statements are the two bits of data: liberal, racist; the linkage is a matter of worldview. Different people can passionately believe the worldview of either sentence. Some writers like the subtle implications of “and” here:

“She was a liberal, and [hence?] a racist.”

But “and” is the neutralest word our language can offer. It’s the adversatives where the interpretation is clear. One hears this kind of thing all the time. “He’s a ____, but ____.” The implication is that the two traits are “normally” opposed. But the universe does not traffic in such oppositions; our brains do.

New Old Path

15-May-20

A new slate walk is going in… there was one here before, but it was only two feet across and was sunk below grade, turning into a long muddy puddle in rain and a luge run during the winter. It was so unusable we had to walk on the muddy grass in bad weather. This one will be the right size, designed to shed water, and of the right stuff: the plan is to double up some of the 2′ stones, use a few large old flagstones that are sitting on the property already, and add a few more bought from old Decker’s quarry up in the Gunks. Decker’s quarry is one of the crazy places in the area, a pretty mountain ridge which is now several hundred acres of broken rocks run by a very cool old grouch. I had been there once to pick up stone for a landscaping job and I was kind of amazed by it: we were surrounded by heaps of rocks in all directions, and just had to pick out any cool rocks we wanted. The old guy told us some rather off-color stories, as you might expect. He now seems to be kind of retired, but he couldn’t sell all that stone in a lifetime of trying. Now it just sits there, rain or shine; that’s all right, it’s not going bad. When I went to scout out stone this time around I brought the gemini.  We had to park at the locked gate and walk in. They jumped from stone to stone for about three quarters of a mile and we never found the house or anyone to talk to. But there was plenty of stone, none of it any kind of normal. All were broken and oddly shaped but they can be cut to size and they’re all good old handquarried stone.

Middle Age.

09-May-20

So much to do, most of it the necessary sort. Children, house, declining body. I think of the way Jung describes the middle of his career:

With my work at Burgholzi life took on an undivided reality – all intention, consciousness, duty, and responsibility.  It was an entry into the monastery of the world, a submission to the vow to believe only in what was probable, average, commonplace, barren of meaning, to renounce everything strange and significant, and reduce anything extraordinary to the banal.  Henceforth there were only surfaces that hid nothing, only beginnings without continuations, accidents without coherence, knowledge that shrank to ever smaller circles, failures that claimed to be problems, oppressively narrow horizons, and the unending desert of routine.

It passes into other things, of course. But I do understand why sensitive souls shrink from such a life.