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Some Wendell Berry.

23-Sep-12

The Mad Farmer Liberation Front Manifesto:

Love the quick profit, the annual raise, vacation with pay.
Want more of everything made.
Be afraid to know you neighbors and to die.
And you will have a window in your head.
Not even your future will be a mystery any more.
Your mind will be punched in a card and shut away in a little drawer.
When they want you to buy something they will call you.
When they want you to die for profit they will let you know.
So, friends, every day do something that won’t compute.
Love the Lord. Love the world. Work for nothing.
Take all that you have and be poor.
Love someone who does not deserve it.
Denounce the government and embrace the flag.
Hope to live in that free republic for which it stands.
Give your approval to all you cannot understand.
Praise ignorance,
for what man has not encountered he has not destroyed.
Ask the questions that have no answers.
Invest in the millennium.
Plant sequoias.
Say that your main crop is the forest that you did not plant,
that you will not live to harvest.

Say that the leaves are harvested when they have rotted into the mold.
Call that profit. Prophesy such returns.
Put your faith in the two inches of humus that will build under the trees
every thousand years.
Listen to carrion–put your ear close,
and hear the faint chattering of the songs that are to come.
Expect the end of the world.
Laugh. Laughter is immeasurable.
Be joyful though you have considered all the facts.
So long as women do not go cheap for power,
please women more than men.
Ask yourself: Will this satisfy a woman satisfied to bear a child?
Will this disturb the sleep of a woman near to giving birth?
Go with your love to the fields.
Lie easy in the shade. Rest your head in her lap.
Swear allegiance to what is nighest your thoughts.
As soon as the generals and politicos can predict the motions
of your mind, lose it.
Leave it as a sign to mark the false trail, the way you didn’t go.
Be like the fox who makes more tracks than necessary,
some in the wrong direction.
Practice resurrection.

 

Harvest Time!

21-Sep-12

Mountain Floods and Mountain Life.

21-Sep-12

I spent several days hiking the Devil’s Path this weekend, and when I got back I needed to attend to some internet matters and go to the supermarket.  So I spent the greater part of a day in Liberty, where it was raining very impressively.  I drove back not terribly worried.

I didn’t realize that the rain might be a problem until I arrived in the valley. The river was a charybis of brown thunder, and water had puddled up in all the low spots in the floodplain. At one point where the road passed under a steep mountainside, a torrent normally routed under the road via a culvert had burst its bounds and was pouring across the road like a firehose.  There were all kinds of odd ripples in the water – I couldn’t tell what they were –  but I drove over it anyway.  The ripples were apparently caused by large rocks – sixteen-inch-diameter boulders – which the water had the power to move into the road but not all the way across it.  My car made some odd crunching sounds as I drove through, but if there’s any use for a beatup pickup, it’s this, so I wasn’t worried about it. I was worried, however, about people behind me – it was just about “rush hour” – and so I pulled to the side of the road and decided to move the rocks. At first I picked a few rocks from the edges – going further would mean getting completely soaked – but the approach of a car shamed my hesitancy and I waded in, pulling big rocks out of the water. It is easy to be dutiful when other people are watching. I cleared the road and waved a car through. As I did so, of course, new boulders came down the mountainside, and so I continued, controlling traffic and moving rocks.

Eventually I got to the source of the problem, a mound of rocks the torrent had built up on its side of the road, and from which occasional new rocks would come cascading down.  Once that was more or less stable I went to the other side of the road, where a large number of smaller rocks pushed across the road had accumulated, damming the flow of water, keeping it from crossing the road quickly.  I tossed these rocks into the river below. I did this for about half an hour, completely soaked, of course, when one of the town’s emergency vehicles came through.  They told me to go home.  They were closing down the road.

So I hopped in my truck and drove down the valley.  Parts of the road had turned into a lake, and other parts into a river.  As I passed by Claryville Pottery I saw the owner, Anne-Marie, out walking her dog, and as she is a friend and one of the best people in town to talk to, I slowed down to chat for awhile. There’s nothing like a little neighborhood crisis to loosen the tongue. She was doing what good people do, going to check on an out-of-town neighbor’s place. The thundering of the river – which really was impressive – formed a backdrop to the conversation that made us aware that we should get our business done and get home, so after a bit of back and forth I continued on my way. I drove to town hall, where I saw some cars stopped at the bridge. A power line was down right on top of the all-metal bridge. The Town Supervisor showed up, looking very glum. The town had, in part thanks to his financial wizardry, managed to make repairs after Hurricane Irene (which devastated the town’s roads) while remaining in good fiscal shape. Now the town was staring at new roadwork for which no money existed. The “hundred-year-flood” had become the annual flood. He just stared at the river and shook his head, standing silent in the rain.

The power company would have to come to clear the bridge, and as the road in to the valley was already closed, it was unclear when that would be happening. There was no way for me to get home. I turned the truck around and headed back to Anne-Marie’s.  She was happy to see me, as a little company in the midst of a storm is pleasant. “I’m just coming from Shoprite,” I said. “Can I put some stuff in your refrigerator?”

“Sure but I don’t have any power,” she replied. Power was down in the valley.

“Well I just bought some mozzarella to help me eat all the tomatoes I have. If you have tomatoes, we can start on it right now.”

“I can go get some from the garden. This sounds like a plan. What do people do in a time like this? Make food.”

And shortly after I arrived two other neighbors walked in the door. I mulled this over and it made sense to me: Anne-Marie has a great deal of wisdom and inner poise, and is the sort of person people seek out whenever something interesting is going on. So now we were four, and out came the bottles of wine.  We were making a regular feast of it. Anne-Marie brought out an odd, curved cucumber from her garden and cut it up, and it was the world’s final, ultimate cucumber, as crunchy as an apple and juicy as a watermelon. The candles were lit and the stories started, the general theme of which was the strange radiance of a life lived according to your deepest desires; even in its dissatisfying mundaneness, even in the loneliness of being different, even in the poverty of doing what is precious only to yourself, something shines through it.

Since there was no power, I suggested we get started on the ice cream. Anne-Marie had none; but Scott did; so we opted to walk down the road to Scott’s place to polish off his ice cream. On our way there we stopped at a bend in the river to watch its flow. It was amazing. It had filled the entire channel, splashing up in waves onto the road. Giant trees went zipping by, crown, trunk, root ball and all. It was hard to believe that mere gravity could do such a thing. The river was moving faster than the town speed limit.

“Where did all this water come from?” I asked. “Just yesterday it was sunny.”

“Just yesterday this was just rocks,” Scott replied. “There was barely any water at all! I’d love to put my kayak in this thing, you’d be down at the reservoir in no time.”

“Just don’t get flipped over.”

“Oh yeah you get flipped over you’re dead.”

Emily, who was also with us, was just mesmerized by the river, watching its speed and the giant logs and trees rush by. “It’s beautiful,” she said. “I could just sit here and watch it all day.”

It was beautiful, indeed. It was sublime – a display of power beyond human measure. If we were giants we could play Pooh Sticks with telephone poles.

“The funny thing is that the Stream Buffer people were just here trying to rearrange the course of the river,” Scott said. “Just today! Now all the stuff they did is gone I’m sure. They’re lucky they got their machines out of the river, they’d be down in the reservoir now otherwise. They just took them out of the river today. Now they get a chance to see the kind of power they’re dealing with. They think they’re going to keep back mother nature by planting a few shrubs. No chance. You can’t hold back this kind of power. No way, no how. They were talking about giving the river a twelve-foot channel. I told them, ‘I’ve seen this river up to the center line of this road here!’ They looked at me like I didn’t know what I was talking about.”

But it was raining, and we were getting wet, so into the house we went. Scott still had power, for whatever reason, which impressed everyone. We were able to make phone calls even. The ice cream was forgotten somehow, because Scott busted out a bottle of very good scotch.  I ended up spending the night at Scott’s place. The river rose high enough to completely cover the road, but then it receded. By the time I drove home in the morning there was traffic moving on the road. I walked out to look at the river before getting into my truck. Someone slowed down and stopped to talk with me, someone I had never met before.

“Terrible, isn’t it?” she asked me. “This is getting to be every year.”

“That’s true.  It looks exactly like last year,” I said.

“‘But it’s not global warming! No way! Can’t be that!’” she said, in bitter derision. “This never used to happen. Now it’s every year.”

“Do you know if the covered bridge is still up? I figure with this kind of water it got washed away.”

“I didn’t notice, no.”

“Hmm… I’ll go take a look I guess.”

And after a bit more small talk, and introductions, she drove off and I drove over to the old covered bridge. This bridge, an old wood bridge built exactly a hundred years ago, was severely damaged by Hurricane Irene: almost half of its southern stone pier was ripped away, and it seemed to be defying gravity by standing at all. Nothing looks less secure than the jagged edge of a stone wall half ripped apart. A group of civically minded citizens have led an effort to save the bridge, an effort which has met with only half-hearted support. The bridge is now technically on private property, and posted signs indicate this in no uncertain terms. Consequently, the bridge, though quite pretty, is not quite so beloved as it might be. I went swimming there one day, and got kicked out by a neighbor who apparently is not even the owner, and is one of two town residents known locally as “the asshole.” I’ve heard this so often I’ve forgotten his real name.

The county had, eventually, decided to fix the bridge, and repairs were underway. There was reason not to: the bridge is no longer part of the county’s road system, and after Hurricane Irene there were a lot of other things for the county to worry about. Sullivan is the poorest county in New York State. These considerations led to a great deal of delay, and when last winter came and the bridge had not yet been fixed, it seemed certain to collapse in the spring floods. But as fate would have it there was no snow last winter and no spring floods. So the bridge was still there this summer, and the county started work on building a new pier. It was doing it on the cheap, using a concrete pier rather than the original stone, but even so it was an expensive fix for something that is not a road and not a public space either. But who knows, in the future it may be both again; proprietors pass on, and new ones with new priorities take their place. New York state has only twenty-four covered bridges left, and saving the ones we have may be worth it for the future.

But now a major flood had come, and the pier had not been poured. But amazingly, as I saw from the road, the bridge was still there, looking as precarious as ever. It looked like it was going to fall into the river immediately. But it looked like that before too. The stones were fewer, but they were hence supporting a proportionately greater weight, and the river was still unable to move stones that heavy. Hunter Road, however, the road the bridge was on, was closed, I don’t know why.

Proof that in the Catskills if you have a rockless area, rocks will migrate into it. This used to be a spotless lawn.

I returned home. Wildcat Mountain Road – which had just been repaved – had been severely damaged. A neighbor at the bottom of the road had had her lawn turned into a stony riverbed: what had been lawn had large stones all over it. That was going to be some clean-up effort. The road was similar: large rocks were scattered everywhere. A town highway truck had been fixed with a snowplow, and had cleared a way in the middle of the road. In certain places big piles of river rocks had plugged the channels on either side of the road. In other places the channels had been dug six or seven feet deep and the sides of the road had been eaten away. I drove with caution, afraid that an intact road surface was hollow underneath. Several private bridges had been washed out. I ran into R.J., a local mountain man who was zipping around on his fourwheeler.

“The road got quite a bit of damage,” I said.

“This is worse than Irene,” he said, which in reference to this one road is true. “It’s crazy.”

“I see John and Rebecca’s bridge got washed out.”

“All the bridges on that side got washed out – every property, all the way down. I’ve never seen anything like that. Those bridges have been there for years.”

I could see a lot of road damage up ahead. “Can I get back to my house?”

“Yeah, you can get through. Be careful though, the road’s eaten away a lot up there.”

We could both see the town highway truck coming down, now clearing the right side of the road of rocks. We parted and went back to our business.

I drove to my cabin with a bit of trepidation. I relied on a bridge over the same creek that had washed out the others. But as I got onto the flat top of Wildcat Mountain the flood damage decreased considerably. It was the concentration of the water in the ravines that caused the big problems. On the mountaintops it was just a lot of rain. That said, the water had washed a lot of brush into my creek, and it was up to the top of the bridge: water had clearly flowed over its top. I started to clear the branches, but they were so tangled I couldn’t do it without a saw, so I parked my truck at the bridge and walked in.

The cabin was fine. My water cisterns were full, as you might imagine. I wish I had a rain gauge to tell how much rain fell. I had a spackle bucket in the open which was completely full of water, but I don’t know how much it had before this storm. I had used my wheelbarrow the day before, however, and it was completely full of water, which must mean that at least nine inches had fallen. That probably counts as a freak storm. But this is now the second consecutive year that the town has had a “hundred-year-flood.” It seems like those categories may be outdated.

Wealth, Christ, Romney, Mormonism, and the 47 Percent the President Shouldn’t Be Caring About.

18-Sep-12

Sometimes I do think that Christianity’s preaching of poverty is a vice, which has broken people like me – that I will never be right, never be happy, never know what is is to be loved or to enjoy human life, because I have been exposed to the message of Christ.  I look on Protestantism – which has managed to overcome the Gospel fairly effectively – with a mixture of hatred and awe, as a result of these mixed feelings in myself.  And Mormonism – well, Mormonism has really managed to get over the Christian discomfort with money.  I’m quite certain that I’m intellectually right about Christ’s message on this one – but that would be cold comfort if it weren’t true in the end.  At Princeton I remember a young undergraduate who would drive her red BMW convertible to the Evangelical Fellowship meetings.  She came down pretty hard on a girl I was dating at the time, saying that she shouldn’t date me, because I was Catholic and hence not a Christian.  I literally couldn’t believe at the time that a 20-year-old self-professed Christian could be driving around in a red convertible pontificating that St. Francis wasn’t a Christian.  Mary, in giving birth to Christ, supposedly boasted that God was great because He was going to exclude precisely Princetonians with BMW convertibles.  “The hungry he has filled with good things, while the rich he hath sent empty away.”  To this day, I have spent my life in a state of perpetual dis-ease, feeling that I am not hungry enough for God – that I will be numbered among the rich in the end.  As I have said, this may be a virus.  But once it is in the system it is very difficult to eradicate.  My ex-wife said of me – and our biggest fights were always about our lifestyle (we had a cleaning lady, for goodness sake) – “I feel that you could leave me at any time for God.”  And to some extent, God for me means poverty.  If you prefer a different word, I will say simplicity, and nature.  I know I am not alone in feeling this – it is a kind of perennial philosophy.  You could almost translate “tawasuf” – the word describing the Sufis – as “poverty.”

In the Catholic wedding ceremony, there is one prayer that I have always found terrible and awful and moving – in fact it makes me cry every time: “Caritatis Dei testes sitis in mundo, ut quos afflicti et egeni benignos invenerint, in aeterna Dei tabernacula vos grati aliquando recipiant.” “May you be witnesses of God’s love in the world, so that the poor and afflicted who have found you kind may someday gratefully receive you into the eternal dwellings of God.”  The poor here in this world have nothing, and live at the sufferance of the rich; but perhaps it will not always be so.  Anyway, this is what I believe, and there is no poor person that I do not wonder if they would have any use for someone like me if they were standing at the door of heaven and I was approaching.

All this is prelude to talking about Mitt Romney and his impressive comment that forty-seven percent of people in this country have too little income to pay taxes, and as president “my job is not to worry about those people.  I’ll never convince them that they should take personal responsibility and care for their lives.”  It is well worth looking at.  As usual the statistics are bogus – for the most part non-taxpayers are people who are now old; they have no income and so pay no income tax.  Many of them pay other kinds of taxes: real estate taxes, capital-gains taxes, etc.  The number of course should point out to us that there are too many poor in our society – the number will only increase, the fewer guardians the poor have.   Slaves do not pay taxes either, but that does not mean they are loafers.  But that was not the point of the number.  The point of the number was to make rich people feel that other people are leeching off of them; which indeed many rich people do feel.  It appears to be some kind of guilt, coming from living off of others’ work, which results in misdirected hostility.  This self-righteousness in the very people who live off of other people’s labor – there is no way a solitary individual can get rich, or even build himself a house, without the tools, muscle, or know-how of other people, and modern wealth is entirely the result of a complex society – is exactly the kind of thing that earned threat after threat from the “prince of peace” Jesus and his early disciples.  The beatitudes are followed by a set of maledictions:

But woe to you who are rich,
for you have already received your comfort.
25 Woe to you who are well fed now,
for you will go hungry.
Woe to you who laugh now,
for you will mourn and weep.
26 Woe to you when everyone speaks well of you,
for that is how their ancestors treated the false prophets.

Now listen, you rich people, weep and wail because of the misery that is coming on you. 2 Your wealth has rotted, and moths have eaten your clothes. 3 Your gold and silver are corroded. Their corrosion will testify against you and eat your flesh like fire. You have hoarded wealth in the last days. 4 Look! The wages you failed to pay the workers who mowed your fields are crying out against you. The cries of the harvesters have reached the ears of the Lord Almighty. 5 You have lived on earth in luxury and self-indulgence. You have fattened yourselves on the day of slaughter.

“You have fattened yourselves on the day of slaughter.”  The Bible can’t be accused of being overly subtle here.  But like most things in plain sight, it remains hidden.  We see only what we want to see.

Of course if I were a Christian who had the opportunity to be president the very people I would care most about would be the people who had nothing.  It would be the forty-seven percent that would interest me most.  Is this so very odd, really?  “It is not the well who need a doctor but the sick.”

Pros ton theon.

10-Sep-12

“Shams and reality are esteemed for soundest truths, while reality is fabulous.  If men would steadily observe realities only, and not allow themselves to be deluded, life, to compare it with such things as we know, would be like a fairy tale and the Arabian Nights’ Entertainments.  If we respected only what is inevitable and has a right to be, music and poetry would resound along the streets.  When we are unhurried and wise, we perceive that only great and worthy things have any permanent and absolute existence, that petty fears and petty pleasures are but the shadow of the reality.  This is always exhilarating and sublime.  By closing the eyes and slumbering, and consenting to be deceived by shows, men establish and confirm their daily life of routine and habit everywhere, which still is built on purely illusory foundations.” – Thoreau, Walden.

Old-Time Stumpworming.

08-Sep-12

I highly recommend watching the Bill Clinton Democratic Convention speech (video with transcript here) – it is one of the most impressively American speeches I have ever seen – thoroughly and completely in the American tradition of political oratory, folky, homespun, pragmatism and idealism seamlessly blended, wandering, an afternoon’s entertainment in a sleepy little town, funny, emotional, autobiographical, and heartfelt.  I think it’s the best speech Clinton has ever given.  He has matured into his role as an inveterate politician.  Some people want to call him a statesman, but he is not that – even in his age, there is nothing of Bismarck or Talleyrand in him – he is just an old-fashioned American stumpwormer, proof of the American maxim that all politics is local, and the fact that he is unusually intelligent and now very, very experienced now heightens rather than obfuscates the effect.  He is in the tradition of Earl Long and others.

I saw Clinton speak once in a town square in Wilkes-Barre, Pennsylvania, where he was campaigning for the local congressman.  This was 2008 – I was sleeping on some stranger’s floor campaigning for Obama at the time – and Clinton had no need to be speaking to a hundred or so people in a rusty old PA town on a drizzly October evening.  But he was there, patently for the love of it.  He spoke for forty minutes without a note, going through a massive list of something like “fourteen reasons why you must send so-and-so back to Congress.”  He had the command of seemingly infinite details, when local bridges were built and where the materials came from, how much money was appropriated for what local projects and supported by whom and why.  He never paused except for masterful effect.  But looking at the crowd listening to the man on the platform on a fall evening – it was one of those moments in my life where it seemed the place was the real thing, and we humans were all merely dressing – that the Politician had spoken to the Crowd there before, and he and we were just the latest manifestations of these powers that lived in the land itself, and became visible in certain seasons, like the changing of the leaves of fall.

Another Way of Looking at Flavor.

07-Sep-12

Thoreau on eating wild things.  True in many ways:

To appreciate the wild and sharp flavors of these October fruits, it is necessary that you be breathing the sharp October or November air. The out-door air and exercise which the walker gets give a different tone to his palate, and he craves a fruit which the sedentary would call harsh and crabbed. They must be eaten in the fields, when your system is all aglow with exercise, when the frosty weather nips your fingers, the wind rattles the bare boughs or rustles the few remaining leaves, and the jay, is heard screaming around. What is sour in the house a bracing walk makes sweet. Some of these apples might be labelled, “To be eaten in the wind.”

Of course no flavors are thrown away; they are intended for the taste that is up to them…. There is a wild apple on Nawshawtuct Hill in my town which has to me a peculiarly pleasant bitter tang, not perceived till it is three-quarters tasted. It remains on the tongue. As you eat it, it smells exactly like a squash-bug. It is a sort of triumph to eat and relish it.

Wildcat Mountain Life.

04-Sep-12

A great piece in The Glorified Tomato on a visit to our mountain.  Love love love.

Rocky Soil.

03-Sep-12

I had some friends up last week, who had to acknowledge that, as awesome as it would be to feed the world, I’m unlikely to turn my humble abode into the next Central Valley of California and an industrial food-production powerhouse.  This they realized as we were working on building new garden beds.  Not only were there points where we exposed bedrock only two inches below the soil surface, but the soil itself is, by volume, more rock than dirt.  This photo shows rocks I removed from about a hundred square feet of ground.  The worst thing about the photo is not that it doesn’t show all the large rocks I removed, because some have been used for edging beds and some are in other piles, nor the fact that it doesn’t show the several hundred pounds of small rocks which went to fill holes in the driveway – the worst thing is that this shows only rocks that we removed in order to build raised beds.  These are just from the first few inches of soil.  Every inch of producing space here is made possible only with intensive labor and importation of manure.

Lake Awosting.

02-Sep-12

I’m always happy to learn something new about the area, and this time my discovery is Lake Awosting.  An incredible place for a swim.  It’s normally guarded by an entrance fee, but there are ways around the fee if you park in intelligent places.  I am told the water this weekend is 76 degrees.  You just have to watch for the timber rattlers.  Much of the lake is encircled with summersweet, Clethra alnifolia, which was just past bloom.  The time to come is the second and third week of August.  The show I’m sure would be impressive.